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2008-07-13T22:36:00.000-07:00

just where is the helping hand i'm searching for ?
i'm confuse ,really confuse ,
are they helping me or making use of me ?
i seldom say the word no ,
from the beginning ,am i choosing the right path?
my heart is loaded heavily with so much thing
and i need someone to take it away.

2008-06-30T01:05:00.000-07:00

i have been driving all over different places this few day
and is without the company of my dad but my friends
but my parking skill ish still very suckering
overtaking is very heart beating
and the engine drink the petrol like human drinking coke
very fast and very expensive , $20 for quarter of tank
so will have to revisit ESSO often .

2008-06-26T22:39:00.000-07:00

every morning my phone alarms will wake me up around 730am
to go for work
and i will just hit the snooze button and go back to my dreaming land
and my brain will alway instructed my head not to wake up
and everyday i will be squeezeing inside the overcrowded train
listening to music blasting from my ipod for forty-five minutes
untill the redhill station,
this kind of tireding life keep repeating for the whole week
and this will be going on for afew month
i can only enjoy my precious weekend as it is my off day

btw ,after getting my class 3 licence
i have not drive out on my ownself before
my dad say need his company this few week
feel abit down ,
but i will try to presuade him to let me drive and fetch my friend around.

class 3 licence

2008-06-23T22:45:00.000-07:00

it have been such a long while since i blog

anyway ,after second attempt
i had finally pass my class 3 car licence
it was such a joy ,
i call alot of my pal to announce the good news,

soon after i had pass my licence
i went down to city link hmv to brought myself 3cd album
so i can enjoy them while driving .

went to top payoh to look for my dad so i can drive his car home
cant imagine myself driving back to SengKang from Top Payoh.
i nearly had 2 accident,
still my dad say he don't allow me to drive without his company .
aleast untill i am familar with the road and car .

2008-04-29T12:39:00.000-07:00

i want a newlaptop
with no computer
part of my life is like kill

i can only update this at my friend house

2008-04-17T03:51:00.000-07:00

my 2nd aunt just passed away
and
my computer gone ill

so i cant update my life too often

2008-04-04T12:08:00.000-07:00

fuck,i forget to collect a $300 cheque from ite ,and today is the deadline, and how could i ever forget that..

and i'm not feeling very good right now,and i don't even know why ,
this feeling have already been troubling me for afew day and it is fucking very irritating
hell. ..what i need is something that could make me laugh all day long making my mouth cramp

2008-03-26T09:43:00.000-07:00

there's blood contain in my shit, HELL !
i'm toooo worried ,thought it may be cancer or what
my father drove me to see doctor during 12.30 midnight
and found out that it is just pile. .=\
it scare the hell out of me btw.
and because of that i'm making my parent worried and they did not do business today
and make them quarrel as they said that i alway stay out late at night

i will sleep early everyday starting from now,
i've been hanging out late everyday
and making my parent soo worried everynight,

AND..
fucking hell !my phone cant be connected to my computer
and so hundreds of photo cant be upload .
need to repair it soon. . .

2008-03-15T14:59:00.000-07:00

the whole singapore is so hot today just like socking in the suana ,and i just cant stand the weather now,it just like it is behaving a mood swing,suddenly want to rain,it rain non-stop,when become angry,the sun come out and punish everyone on earth and make everybody exercise ,perspire and lose their pound of fats

2008-03-10T09:52:00.000-07:00

EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAMMMM ! STRESS STRESSS STRESSS!
already stress enough ,lasalle called me this afternoon and ask me to prepare portfolio and interview ,
i'm not not so good at doing that,so have to pay another 327bucks to learn,,
and now i do not know if i want to persuade my studies and apply for lasalle or shave my hair and prepare for NS ?
lasalle definitely will cost much,and that added another problem for me.
anyone give me an idea please !!! PLEASE !! GIVE ME SOME IDEA ,will be greatly appreciate ! =]

2008-03-07T11:55:00.000-08:00

this past few day,there is something that keep annoying my brain, ever since new year,whatever thing i do,it will definitely end up in bad result, another thing bad to added ,something seem to fade away from me,the feeling is so much different now,i can only just pray and hope thing may get well on the track. .

2008-03-06T00:20:00.000-08:00

human seem to have some very strange disease and i really cant explain about it here ..

2008-03-02T03:21:00.000-08:00

mummy and daddy,and the one behind my aunt=]

super fat ,around the age of 8?

after having dinner at my grandma house,my mum browse through some bulky ,old and dusty photo album and show me the photo of me when i was just still a baby,and that help me recall how fat i was when i am just 8year old .

2008-03-01T03:05:00.000-08:00

prawn fishing prawn fishing ,i pay 30buck for 3 hour of time to catch 2 mini lobster look-alike prawn.
while other can actually catch more than 10 in 3hour time .

2008-02-28T06:09:00.000-08:00

went dancing yesterday ,my first time going to club btw
and to the BIG surprise !another one of my friend in his 40s Alan is going,
hahaahhas, ya,he ish old but young at heart,despite in his 40s,he still can dance and enjoy like us,

clubbing ish not as fun as i thought,people was perspiring like coming out from sauna, especially guy,imagine guy touching and rubbing each other sweat eeek
there was more penis then vagina that night,
and i notice a pervert that turn me off totally ,he was rubbing his penis to an unknown girl from the back,the girl seem quite high actually ,hahaha,in the end i think the guy was trying to hug her ,suddenly the girl with her group of friend went off the dancing floor,fuck man,the reason i'm very angry with is not because the guy did that,haha,but IS ,he's frighting off a girl that i am noticing and ish looking quite beautiful ,hahahahs

2008-02-27T03:54:00.000-08:00

i think i'm wasting hell lots of money investing in 4D ,doing charity to the government
every time ,i'll be day dreaming that i am winning lots and lots of money,wishing i can buy car,lap top and so on, haha, anyway ,got buy then got hope right,hahahahsaas

clubbing later!
my first time to clubbing,wonder how is it like .

2008-02-24T23:23:00.000-08:00

2008-02-13T13:14:00.000-08:00

was spending 6 day at malaysia celebrating chinese new year this year
leaving sad and fun memories in my mind.
sad for leaving my grandma so soon after 6shortering day
and fun for traveling around malaysia taking nice picture of sceneries and tasting their disappointing but also some tasteful food,

2nd day was the most enjoying day,bbq at my grandma kampong ,
many relative came visiting, i am scare that i could not recognise most of their faces
but i could ease my mind after i could actually recall each and everyone of them after one whole year except some seldom seem growing kids that grow up really fast ,hahahahs
i just wish i could spend more day there . . .

Happy Chinese New Year =]

2008-02-07T07:56:00.000-08:00

happy new year every-body! hahahas
wow,i'm lossing hell lot of money gambling blackjack,think 70buck of my money ish flying to other people pocket ,anyway it's newyear so cheer up,hahahs

it's so late now after coming back from macdonald and stanly house gambling and eating
still need to wake up later going to malaysia ,so 2hours of sleep for me
my eyebag ish getting heavier and HEAVIER =[

2007-11-22T11:17:00.000-08:00

i wonder why some people wont say those word of encouraging but instead hurting people
i mean,sometime when a person ish trying to do a thing very hard and seriously
and the person around him/her never even encourage them but instead say they are not good lah,useless lah,try so hard also no use lah, this kind of word ,especially when they are your friend .

maybe they are straight forward,but cant they use their brain and think one meh,they are hurting other people heart.instead of giving them morale,the person start to give up and think they are hopeless.

unlucky again!

2007-11-20T09:54:00.000-08:00

so unlucky again!
the candle that i use to burn the fragrant oil pure over on my keyboard after i have burn it
and now the wax ish sticking all round it .sucking my keyboard !

not a very good day. . .

2007-11-19T13:03:00.000-08:00

was not a very wonderful day for me today

went to school this morning late,
the lesson was starting at 10am
but i wake up at 10am today
then phone guohao,he is still also laying dead in his bed
get up of my bed to check the nba score that i had bet yesterday
and to the most early sad news ,i've lose my buck to someone else pocket!

after spending sometime changing ,tidy my hair
meet up with guohao ard 10.30am
take mrt and reach school at abt 11.20am
once we are opening the door , the teacher told us
'you are not allow to came in,please wait outside!!'
fucking hell,swearing all over , we decided to went off and head to takashimaya to collect my i-pod touch,

once we reach there,we have to que up for abt 5min
apon reaching the counter ,the person told me that the ipod ish all out
and only can collect it tomorrow !
so unlucky ..

=[ =[ =[ =[

went home to bet soccer again,thinking i can win all the money
i bet on sleague match,
liaoning vs woodlands
i have my betting on liaoning,
actually the money ish going to fly into my wallet
then last minutes woodland score a last minutes goal
and the money suddenly lost it way and fly back home
today ish really not a day for me

hope tomorrow will be a brand new day for me
good luck to myself =]

2007-11-09T07:26:00.000-08:00

it had been 2 month since i have blog le , so lazy to login and other thing to added , last month my telephone line was cut off so i could not use my internet ,

just went to 'hello' shop to recontract my singnet line, got a ipod touch for free as singtel ish doing a promotion, but have to wait for abt 7 day before i can get my itouch ,=]

nowaday i,m also been broke , no more cash to spend and i wan to buy lots and lots of thing,
Drum lah,digital camera/DSLR, Shirt, Jean and handphone (just in case you all don't know my k800i was swimming in the water and sink ,now was beyond repair)

wanna get a camera phone with high pixel ,think SE cybershot phone ish the best, but i don't quite like their design , i'll like to have a slimmer slide phone, like the walkman phone w910i,
if SE design their phone with cybershot mix with walkman phone slim and small it will be a very perfect phone , hahahahs
think next time i'll design the phone for SE call' cyber-walkman'
cool isn't it ?

BMC SUCK

2007-09-06T09:50:00.000-07:00

BMC suck man !
the staff there was like gangster! nb

because of just eating somthing in the class the ,manager chase me out FUCK!!
nv seen a teacher/manager so rude before , so rude to the student ! nv show respect ,even primary school teacher ish also showing respect to their student lahs!!fucker !

even wanna call the police ! For What????? come on lahs , ur are wasting the time of policeman lahs , what reason ???????? eating in the class ?? treatening ?ur are even louder den me lahs !
come on lah, if u saw me eating ,cant u tell me properly that cannot eat mehs,and i dun even know cannot eat in class lah !ish eating a crime ? think i wanna study in that stupid BMC mehs ! Fuck

SENTOSA

2007-07-31T10:52:00.000-07:00

today didt went to school was sick
i'm still having sore throat,stomach ace,leg pain,pain is all over my body!
but still went to sentosa ,hahahas
with my parent ,aunt ,uncle ,grandma and cousin
went there at around 2pm

so first we went visiting image of Singapore
it's abt history of Singapore from year 1130s to present
went throught quite alot of stages

when we first step in, we will be watching this show about four of the races that living early in Singapore ,Chinese ,Indian ,Malay and Asia mix
Europe people

hahahas, i love this photo
it's squeeze your guts when u trying to open the toilet door

After visiting image of Singapore
our stomach begin to ask for food
so we decided heading to koufu foodcourt at palawan beach to feed our stomach
we are quite blur btw, we took the bus untill beach point and we lost our way by walking toward siloso beach , in the end we have to make a u turn but luckily enough we took a tram and save our leg

after changing 2 tram we finally reach there
palawan beach is so much beautiful than siloso,

apon reaching there , my dad decided to order curry fish head
with the company of fried dumpling ,fishball soup,chicken wing and ying yang ripbone (coffee and sweet sour )

fucking little kid little beng

2007-07-17T10:12:00.001-07:00

fucking angry with a kid today at bugis topshop

he ish a little boy that i think he ish trying to act pity and ask money from stranger!
at first ,he ccame and ask my mum for money abt 10bucks
then my dad came and ask him why do you need 10bucks?
instead of speaking nicely he say back to my dad 'why you ask so much , your brain got problem is it?'
then he keep saying my father got problem all this all that
but my father think he ish a small little kid so he did't do anything
so i came and scold him shut up and get out !
but he fucking swear me ,
fire rushing to the top of my head ,i swear him back
then i began to walk near him,
wah then he's trying to act pity by falling down on the ground!
i walk toward him again
suddenly my mum push me away ,
my mum say she hear him say
''Dont let me see you outside''
SO WHAT IF YOU SAW MY OUTSIDE! FUCKING HELL!
little ah beng kid that nv learn !

of cause i think it ish ashame ,but why do such a small boy came and beg for money then saying other people brain got poblem,

i simple think this kid ish taught by his parent to act pity and beg for money !

2007-07-08T09:29:00.000-07:00

went to suntec and have japanese buffer with Alan,guohao and tecksiang today !
although cost around 40buck
but the food there was awsome
have lobster,prawn,sushi,tempura
and the desert there was nice too !

have took down a few photo, but fucking hell my handphone was down !
so i think have to sent it to hospital tomorrow ,and all the picture will be gone

=)

2007-07-06T13:34:00.001-07:00

So Everyone ish moving out of SengKang !
even 205 ish going to closed down!

and life will get to be bored !!

=)

am i trying to look cheerful outside
but lots of problem inside ??

my life for the day

2007-06-29T11:24:00.000-07:00

OI!
steady lah,blog again

today is a very boring day for me,
i went to study at 10am
but quess what time i've reach the school?
11.15am
apon stepping into the fishtank (myclassroom)
already can see many many mnay people sleeping in the classroom !
so the first thing that came into my mind was that the class must be very very VERY vvery VERY SUPER BORING!!
but to my luck ,the break was at11.30am,15min after i have reach the class hahahas

the class finish at 1pm
as usually,take mrt back to sengkang and meet alan for lunch

but swearing to myself after reaching the coffeeshop!
alan haven reach,
wait him for the whole 30minutes!

after 2hour of having our lunch ,talking chicken word
meet portao and alan at compass point after we have went home !
then we went to walk eat, alan went to cut his hair althoughth he doesn't have much hair left,
finally after a hour of walking and slacking around compasspoint
we went to had a drink at starbuck!
we chat untill 7pm then we went off
........

at night went down to 205 again to meet alan and tecksiang...

2007-06-28T12:37:00.000-07:00

wondering i'm creating a blog for what ?
don't play olay har!
hahahhaas
i've been watching too much phua chu kang recently,
going to drop into my bed le, it's 3.38am now as it ish shown on my computer
tomorrow still have school to attend,

GOOS NIGHT !